Distance

I felt like want to get away from every one.

From my family. From my close friends. From my colleagues.

I want to distance myself from them and be just with myself.

But then I realized, I can’t run away.

My family is my family. Not matter how much I hate them, they’re still my family.

They are the one who been with me for entire my life.

If I distance myself, that would hurt them and that’s the last thing I want to do.

Hurt their feeling is the last thing that I want to do. Especially my parent.

I can’t make them worry. I have to make them happy.

What I am gonna do?

It’s simple actually, isn’t it?

Just hold on tight of what I have right now.

Endure everything. The hardship.

Everything will be fine.

Someday.