Lucky

We were in the hospital. Me, my 2 niece and my 3 cousin. So there's 6 of us.
All girls.
Visiting relative of my cousin who is sick and in the hospital.
But we do know them as well.
There's a lot of people visiting too.
Kinda awkward.
There's one man. He hold a highest position in our hometown society.
He asked things about each of us.

My cousin. I'm gonna call her as cousin no.1.
That's her relative that we're visiting.
Her uncle introduced us to that man.

Uncle : They all are cousin..that's their nephew. 3 of them still schooling and 3 already are working.
These 2 working here while this one at * name of district*. Among them this one is luckiest.

When he said luckiest, he was referring to my cousin no.1.
Well, my cousin is a teacher while the rest kinda, like, well, our job are not like high profile like her but still...

Kinda feel bitter actually. Are we not lucky enough? Just because she has a higher paid doesnt mean we're not lucky.

I was jealous. Yes. I was.

That man. The one I said hold highest position, he started to talk only to my cousin no.1.
I don't really care if he don't talk to us but personally I don't like when people try to differentiate people based on their job.

I just want to rant.