My little Jordan

My Little Jordan.
I have little memories of you being born.
It was a time when I was away from home.
Trying to do the best of my own life.
Alone.
Without family on my side.

It was early in year of 2012.
On end of January.
When everybody at home in chaos of waiting for you,
There's was me. Struggling in the far away place.

After few weeks I finally got time to go home to meet you.
And you know what your mother said to me the 1st time I met her?
She said " He's the cutest. My son is the cutest!!".
I smiled on that remark.
She's fool for you.
But, yes, indeed, you're the cutest. That pure sweet smile of you.
You always smile even for the slightest thing.
Everyone adores you.

Then I went again for another far away journey.
This time really across the ocean.
Again, alone.
Without family on my side.
I couldn't spent much time with you.

Days passed. Weeks passed. Months passed.
You already 1 year old.
Still you smiled a lot.
Even to strangers.

As years go, I realized that I learnt a lot from you.
Lesson that I've never learn from my other nephews & nieces.
I learn that you little things is the purest innocent people on the planet.
That's so many things that you'll have to learn.
And it was our job, us, the oldies to teach you guys the right thing.
To teach you only the good things.
To love you to the fullest.
To interact with you eventhough it irritated me because you asked too much.
Learn to lose so you'll be the winner.
So many things that I never consider before and its' all good things.
Thank you.