Am I mature enough?

I thought I was being mature enough. I am not a baby anymore. I am not a teenager anymore. I am adult now. I can do things on my own. I am grew up now. I don't need my parent's help. Well, that's what I thought. But to be honest being an adult is really-really hardest job ever. I have to do things on my own. All the consequences, I am gonna have to face it. Bad or good. Paying bills (a lot). Wake up on your own. There's no your mom to wake you up. Running non stop errands. Really, I took all this things as easy as breathing before but now I have to take all those thoughts back.

My parent. They always take a good care of me. Sometimes, they're over. Sometimes annoying me a lot. I always said to them that I am not a kid anymore. I'm already big enough to make choices on my own. I am big enough to take care of myself. I asked them to not interfere with my life.

But to think again, I am still a kid actually. When I was at home, I was being this little jerk who only wake up when it's almost noon already. Or just laying in the couch waiting for meal prepared. Or when I lost my things, I don't work hard enough to search for it but rather asking my mom or my sister to find it. Mature enough, right? No wonder my parent always take care of me with extra cares coz I am actually really need an extra care.

So, no matter mature I thought I am, I think I am still kid. One who still need love. Need attention. But at the same time, every single day I have to wake up early (except on weekend, ofc) to work. Have to prepared my as much as simply as possible meals. Laundry. Bills. Housecores. I really really really hate it.

On another note, I'm listening to Ikon's Love Scenarios these days. The song is really good. When I heard it for the 1st time, I don't really like it but after a few listen, I think I'm actually like it a lot. Watching their Weekly Idol appearances. I must say, they are pretty funny fellows. 

That's for today!!Bye!!