Hallo. Hi!!
Haha, I know its really late. Its 3rd January already and I happened wish you a Happy New Year. Yup after 3 or 2 days passed. Hope that 2018 will be a great year for you.
So talk about 2017. Erm, i don't know exactly but so many things happened last year, well, as usual, not a suprise to be honest. There will be a lot of things happen in that 365 days. 8760 hours. 525, 600 minutes. 31, 536, 000 seconds. If my calculations are correct. If its wrong, blame my calculator and my super not functioning brain. Haha.
2017 have been a blessed year for me because I woke up from my depression after facing it the whole year on 2016. I get up and stronger than ever. I was crybaby but I promised to myself that I'm not gonna cry easily anymore. I have to be strong for myself, my family and people around me. Depression is really-really hard. It can killed you. Yes, I actually have thought about that so many times but Thanks to God for remind me that there's still hope. A bright future ahead of me.
Talking about depression, last year we lost a great figure singer, Shinee's Jonghyun. I am not a Shawol but the news hit me hard. I don't know why, but I was actually crying over the sad news. Like, I know Shinee through SNSD and I know that they're closed friends who grow up together unknowingly. And they're super cheery boys who I know lighten so many Shawols around the world. It's really a huge loss. I am gonna remember him playing around with Soshi. Jonghyun, you worked hard. RIP.
That's also remind me to appreciate whatever SNSD doing right now. I mean I am gonna support whatever decisions they make. Like not continuing being a female girl group or get married. I mean as long as they happy. They already worked hard for the past 10 years and now its time to settle down, I think. Haha. But like I said, as long they're happy. If they happy to be SNSD and keep promoting as SNSD then I'm more than happy. If they want to settle down then that's okay for me too.
Reading post from Sunny or photo from Taeyeon or any of them, celebrating new year with their family and friend for the 1st time since debut really make me happy. Happy that they finally got time to celebrate it with their love one and not you know, sitting, perform, greet and get bored on musc festival. Except for Yoona. She's MCing MBC Music Festival but hey, she celebrated it with her juniors and they not let Yoona alone, so yeah, I am happy.
Then talk about celebrating New Year, I don't know but I feel I don't want to celebrate it for the 1st time. Like new year just a new year. Another year like last-last year. And I went home so early from End of Year Celebration just to watch tv at home. I mean I was excited last year and this year I didn't. But I know, that feeling just temporary. Next year, I might celebrate it way more excited.
Last year, I went to many places and did so many things, so I'm satisfy with myself. This year, I' ll try my best to achieved my goals so I can pat my head and say ' you've worked hard this year' later at end of year.
Last year too, I've been NCTizen and Wannable. It was a great year to be fangirl. Haha. I stumbled to this group through SNSD, haha, as always. Right now, I am Wannable. I don't know how long I am gonna be one but I am gonna enjoy it while it lasts. And ya, I promised to make reviews on NCT Life. The whole NCT life but yeah, I don't know how I am gonna do that. I'll try my best to keep reviewing it and post it later.
I think I loss for words and idea already. So, see you next time.
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