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I as always, the youngest of the family wake up late in the morning.

8am to 9am is a suitable time for me to wake up.

One day, one Sunday morning.

It was informed that church service for that day will start early than usual.

So I woke up early around 6am and went to kitchen to have my morning coffee.

While having my coffee, Abby, my niece came over.

'Oh, what a suprise!! You wake up early today! Usually at this exact time you're still in bed!'. She said in sarcasm.

Me, rolled my eyes.

Still, I love her so much.

Home

Just got home.

Realized there's no electricity in the house. 

So I light my candles.

It's raining outside.

Perfect.

Just sitting and drinking coffee.

While scrolling on my phone.

Nonsense Weekend Rant

A few days had been hard for me.

The thought of can't going home till probably next and the next month killing me.

Living in the city is quite rough. 

I'm actually going to say something more rough but I'm afraid it's not quite nice to do so.

I miss hiking. I miss walking senseless around the mall. I miss going home and just hang out with my family. My cousins. My homies. I miss attending church. Have fellowship with others. I miss everything that's not 2020.

I need laugh right now. I need to laugh like there's no tomorrow. I need to roll on the floor laughing. But so far, I've been so in bad mood. I can't even bring myself to smile to my collegue or even my closest cousin. I guess I'm tired of them already..haha

But really. I need to get out from my house. From my office. From this cold city ASAP. My heart is getting cold. Everything of me is getting cold. 

My happiness these days

Life has been too hard.

Its really to hard to deal with it.

But then that's life.

It can be hard.

And it can be a good life too.

Recently, these things always bring smile to my face.

1) Watching any new content of my favourite KPop (I'm into Monsta X these days)

2) Looking for the smiley happy photo of my favourite people.

3) Waking up in the morning looking out my window.

I got a lot of rest these days.

Work been less so I'm bit in peace.

Just I hate this Covid things.

Everything is a mess.

I wonder when it will be gone. 

I mean it will not entirely will be gone but just slow down Covid..